Invisible

Did you know I was invisible? I didn't really comprehend to just what extent the rest of the world was oblivious to my existence. In class I walked across the room to check my grades with the teacher. I had one idiot ask if I had just transfered. Nope, I'd been there the whole year. They then proceded to ask if I was absent a lot or something. Nope, I hadn't missed a single day. I'm quiet...does that completely get rid of my existance? It's so odd. I could tell many people were agreeing with the questions though, and it's not the first time I've been asked that in a class. Wonder what I can do with my amazing invisible abilities. . . .

My favorite comic :)

(sorry it's hard to read, so just just read below and look at the pictures)

Ooooooookay, zeeba neighba....Now you had it. Dis is all powerful, all- loving Box God. We pray to heem. He hate you.

IS THAT SO?

Yes! Me juss ask and he kill you face! So geeve up now!

I DON'T BELEIVE IN YOUR BOX GOD.

Wuuuh? Is you STOOpid? Now you so dead it not even funny! Oh let us PRAY.....

Ohhh all-powerful Box God.....ARISE and show you is all-powerful Box God of revengeness by chanting you War Song O' FURIOUS death.

I love you.....you love me.....we a happy fam-i-ly.....

Dat wasn't right song, Bob.

Me get dem confused.

<3

give in for your own good

Everyone is stubborn, but it's just not worth it. Don't be too proud to do something that's in your best interest. If you're forced to go to dinner at a place you hate instead of your favorite restaurant, that doesn't mean you can't make the best of it. If you're in a bad mood, being stubborn won't help you get your way any more than just enjoying whatever is happening. This happened to me so I refused to eat in defiance, but it didn't hurt anyone but myself. My parents saved money while I got hungrier, and when I finally gave in and stole some of my brother's food- it was good. Sometimes you just need to swallow your pride, get over yourself- and do what you know you should. The people who you're proving yourself to won't care, or think that you're giving in. In the end everyone will benefit. You have to think- who's winning here, and is it really worth it? Because chances are, probably not. <3

forgive

Forgive and forget, for life is too short.

You know that person that holds a grudge for something that isn't worth it? Most of the time i'm the person that they're mad at. It's never worth it. Maybe I just don't understand the importance of what's happening, but I just want to be happy. I hate fights, I really do. Maybe I have a selective memory and those fun times, when I lost my voice laughing or stayed up till 2 giggling. Those are what I remember. Not the time that so and so was mad at me for something, or when I was angry for a short time when a friend insulted me when they were having a bad day. It isn't important. I've been noticing that my life is filled with anger more than I realized. I wish it wasn't. I enjoy staying up late laughing with friends, and I want more of those moments to fill my life. Late nights complaining about people aren't a good use of my time. Where is my life reset button? ( probably behind my ear where i'll never find it)

self portrait

This is my self portrait. (It's from really far away)

Stones

They say people that live in glass houses sholdn't throw stones, but really- when is it ok to throw stones? It's really never ok to throw stones unless you happen to be trapped in a glass house. So then really, only people in glass houses should throw stones.
Now you may be thinking, what about throwing stones to skip them on a lake? NO! Please do not been the fish in the head. No one appreciates it. SO now you're thinking- what about large-ish puddles?There aren't any fish in there right? Again, NO! Now you must worry about splashing other people, and I really don't like nasty puddle water on my legs thank you very much. So I am officially changing this saying to say: "Only people trapped in glass houses should throw stones. "

Today I saw a dead butterfly. It made me sad.

Friends <3

What are friends really? I believe I have figured it out.
Really, they are just the people you know- that you are comphertable enough to call and say, let's go on an adventure! They are the people you share and create memories with. The dudes that you talk to. They tell you their problems and listen to yours. But mostly, they are the people that listen to your random ass thoughts without saying- what the hell!? or turning you into a mental hospitol. That is what makes you a friend truly.
Of course there are other things like being reliable, helping you out when you need assistance, or just wasting their time with you. And patients is a good addition too. My friends get pissed off often enough- so if you can be patient and know that they will get over it and you can continue to have all of those wonderfull qualities that make your friends your friend s :)

it's all good for something

Everything is good for something.

I enjoy music for more than one reason. You have to respect some artists because they use their publicity and their music to send out their message. Listen to the lyrics of songs. Daughters by John Mayor, Cookie Jar by Jack Johnson, Big Yellow Taxi by Counting Crows, If Everyone Cared by Nickelback, Dear Mr. President by Pink( just to name a few). I feel that I must respect these artists for using their fame to send a good message and alert the masses of what whatever knowledge they're trying to spread.

Movie directors are doing it to and I'd like to applaud them. Many directors have made movies about penguins to try and educate people on what may happen in the future. They've made it legal to drill for oil in Antarctica and that will kill out many penguin species. I've also noticed many bee movies coming out because of the bee crisis that's happening lately. There recently has been a big decline in the bee populations. You may not know it, but life entirely depends on bees, not just for flowers and honey but they pollinate all plants to give us fruit and vegetables and the like. If bees died out life on earth would cease in 6 years from their extinction.

But some artists are just....useless. Rap and most of pop and hip hop( for the most part) are all just pretty pointless. It's about sex drugs and voilence. There is no point in listening to the lyrics at all. But hey, it sounds good. So even the crap is good for something. In my opinion, everything is good for something.