family

damn my family is LOUD. And yet i love that my grandma greets me with Dude! when she comes to visit, and my dad will describe lameness as sucking balls. That I can be in a conversation for hours and not realize that i haven't said a word. I blend in well. Maybe it's more like disappearing. I have cultivated my quietness. Perhaps it is in opposition to the occasionally grating noises that emanate from those around me, or simply from the fact that there is no need to butt in. Everyone has plenty to say, and I feel no compulsion to add to the conversation. I'm content to listen, as they are content to talk. You learn to listen.

deal with it

There is no such thing as the future. It is merely the present at another time. And we always find a way to deal with the present, so there's no use in worrying.

useless knowledge

It doesn't matter if you have all the wisdom in the world, if you have no experience to go along with it.

know it all

Eventually, I will figure out what the hell i'm doing. I'll probably die shortly after, because there will be nothing left to do in life.

up to you

Life is as difficult as your make it or as simple as you allow it to be. The decision seems simple, but many people fail to see the option.