change of pace

Does anyone else switch friends every few years? I will be best friends with someone for about 2 years and then something goes wrong. Through that time I'll be making new friends so I won't really mind when I lose one. But....after that time they bug me. It can happen in one week- they are my best friends and I can't wait to talk to them and then all of a sudden I can't stand them. Can't get me far enough away. Eventually I'll find someone that I click with and we'll stay friends. But until then, everyone gets a 2 year trial period.

It only happens to my best friends. Everyone else I consider a friend but I never really liked them so they can't all of a sudden start bugging me- and we would never hang out so there really never is a problem. And I am constantly finding new people to hang out with so I am affected a little by each person I hang out with most. Mostly it affects my speech patters, what words I use, which words get emphasised, ect.Sometimes my views on life, or if I act sillier or immature. Am the wild one in the group so I emphasise it or am I the quiet one that doesn't bother to break out of that role. It depends.

If anyone ever tells you that they're friends don't affect them and who they are- it's because they have no friends. Otherwise it's a lie. I say I can't stay mad at someone for more that a day, but apparently it's a lie. Or maybe it's just not anger- it's been reduced to a dislike of that person that causes avoidance.

I'm working on not pissing people off and not pissing them off. I shouldn't brun my bridges. Sometimes you want to turn around but then there's this giant river hole thing like the grand canyon left of you friends and you're screwed.....if only there were jet packs we wouldn;t have this problem

Drunk Girraf

I had a birthday party not too long ago. My Uncle Karen had a tattoo of a giraffe on her ankle, and it inspired me to draw one of my own on my foot. To copy it correctly I had to do it upside down on my foot instead of rightside up on my ankle- but you do the best you can at the present moment. So I copied my awesome giraffe and liked it upsidedown-ness. It then became the drunk girraf. Because I had my awesome foot art, everyone else needed on too. Now I have all these people with my foot art :) ((copy cats!, but I guess I was the first to copy the orignal so it's ok))

random fun

Some things are embarrising no matter what you do about them. They can be horrible, unless you decide to make them fun.
Take the sexy hat. It's a horrible huge hideous hat that you would expect a grandma to wear to tea or something. So we bought some and decided they were totally awesome. We praised our hideous sexy hats and wore them with pride, having fun laughing at the stupidity of it all.
How bout the purple socks. Guys don't like to wear purple soc(they are now destroyed if anyone is wondering...don't walk barefoot in socks). But if your feet start to bleed from the evil new flip flops and it's too hot to walk on the ground barfoot, then you need to DO something, and so you get purple socks! that left me w/ just converse, so w/o the socks i took off one shoe. It probably goes w/o saying but we looked ridiculous, so therefor had fun laughing and being completely retarded. Next time i think i need just one striped knee high sock to complete the look.
I start high school soon and hopefully looking at things in this kind of light will make it all tolerable. Each year has been better than the last so far- so nexy year won't be an exception. And by the time school starts I'll have my friends back from band camp. Each new year of school is just one year closer to not having to go back to school( that ttly made sense in my head, not sure if it translated) <3>